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Unto Myself
04:07
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I'm not afraid to die, I'm just afraid of loss
My strength means nothing if I'm not tough enough
I am an effigy - new possibility
I must be decimated to be built back up
And I will die unto myself
And I will try to heal myself
All for you
Sacrosanct as our romance, I will keep what I am
But the bee hive swarming in my head will be calm instead
I'll come as you want me, I'll be everything
The heart wants what it wants and I want to make me better
(to make us better)
And I will die unto myself
And I will try to heal myself
And I will live all for you
I will die unto myself
All for you
And when it all comes crashing down
I just want to lose myself in you
And I will die unto myself
And I will try to heal myself
And I will live all for you
I will die unto myself
All for you
The heart wants what it wants and I want to make me better
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Don't Want To Die
03:25
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Times like these were not meant for me
I have started to observe the past
Expectation taunts your apathy
You cannot break
Do you understand?
Don’t be afraid when I tell you this
It is a truth I have long denied
Something must change deep inside
I don’t want to die
But I’m tired of living
I’m tired of everything
Everything will be ok once I manage to come to grips
Lend me your ears as I tell you this
thought that is still developing
Yes, I confess I don’t want to die
but I’m tired of living, I’m tired of living
I don’t want to die
But I’m tired of living
This is my demise (hello and goodbye)
I don’t want to die
But I’m tired of living
I’m tired of everything
It all comes crashing down
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Manufactured To A Point
06:26
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There Is No
06:21
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Suffering just to show your worth
Never admitting that death ends in dirt
Pushing and pushing deep inside
No one can know all the filth you hide
Now I know
Now I know
There is no
Now I know
Now I know
There is no
Sweeping away all the platitudes you thought would help
Stripping back all the lies you told yourself
Your beliefs got you in this mess in the first place
It’s time to look inside for a change
Now I know
Now I know
There is no
Now I know
Now I know
There is no living without death
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6. |
I Am An Effigy
05:51
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I am an effigy
and I can’t let me be
I am an effigy
and I can’t let me be
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Something About Us
04:12
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It might not be the right time
I might not be the right one
But there’s something about us I want to say
Because there’s something between us anyway
I might not be the right one
It might not be the right time
But there’s something about us I’ve got to do
Some kind of secret I will share with you
I need you more than anything in my life
I want you more than anything in my life
I’ll miss you more than anyone in my life
I love you more than anyone in my life
It might not be the right time
I might not be the right one
But there’s something about us I want to say
Because there’s something between us anyway
I need you more than anything in my life
I want you more than anything in my life
I’ll miss you more than anyone in my life
I love you more than anyone in my life
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8. |
Happy To Be Here
04:56
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Grief is nothing but a somber anxiety
A mirrored lens, perspective new
Am I me?
Are you you?
What does it even matter now?
Are you happy to be here?
Are you happy to be with me?
Are you happy to be here?
Are you happy to be?
Sand to glass, metal to rust
What have I become?
Grief is nothing but an epitaph that will never do this just
Gracious words set in stone that can’t possibly say enough
Does it even matter now?
Are you happy to be here?
Are you happy to be with me?
Are you happy to be here?
Are you happy to be?
Sand to glass, metal to rust
What have I be…
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Serene Fiend Lawrence, Kansas
Serene Fiend is an artist from Lawrence, KS whose sounds focus on industrial and pop but dabble in heavy metal, ambient, and minimalist sub-genres.
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